30.11.11


I'm tired
I'm tired after go to school
I'm tired of not enough sleep
I'm tired of homework
I'm tired of test
I'm tired of people making fun of me over the boundaries
I'm tired of being the victim from people's mad feelings
I'm tired that sometimes, people don't let me speak up
I'm tired to be not respected by others
I'm tired of school
I'm tired with my routines

I'm tired with these things.

10.11.11

We're changing
I don't feel the feeling we used to have anymore, it's slowly disappear but we pretend this feeling is still the same
Because we don't want to let go of what we've had

God, this thing's become so complicated than ever
I don't know how to fix it, how to fix us

When I felt like giving up on us, I'd remember the sweet moments we had
It works


....but it doesn't work anymore.

I guess the pain is covering those sweet moments I had with you
I let the pain wins, cause I can't fight it anymore.

17.10.11

Just say hello


HOLAAAAAA

I feel guilty right now.. why? In those free times, I usually open blog(s) to just read cause I'm feeling bored, and I have already sign in, but I didn't post anything :-/ so sorry......

There are million things that has happened in me.

First (not the first time actually, I've forgot :p ),
I cut my hair. Ceritanya itu krn gue ikutan Paskibraka di Walikota dan mengharuskan gue untuk potong rambut se... hmmm tiga jari dari telinga. Dan udah sekitar 4 bulan lah rambut gue dipotong, yang awalnya rambut gue:

(panjang banget :S)

Rambut yang panjang itu dipotong se-4 jari dari telinga, dan itu super pendek. Tapi, sekarang rambutnya udah mulai panjang lagi *cheers!* menjadi seperti ini:

(I'm the one that in the right ;-D)

What do ya think? You like it better the long one or the short one? :-)

At first, I hate it and sad that my longhair has gone T.T
Tapi, setelah rambut itu memanjang jadi panjangan dikit, gue jadi suka rambut gue yang sekarang :'D

Hmm sebenernya ini post rada gapenting, gue jg nge post gara-gara lagi bosen dan gatau mau ngapain...
Well, that's my first out of million things that has happened to me in these past few months. I really hope that I'll have free times and then I'll write the second the third the fourth and else.


I'm out, papay.



P.S: A day after I cut my hair, I resigned myself from Capaska (Calon Paskibraka) Jakarta Barat 2011 :-|

5.12.10

Freedom.



I. WANT. TO. BE. FREE